New due date

So I had a routine doctor’s appointment today. She decided that since Jillian came early she should check the baby with an ultrasound. We were not supposed to have one for 2 weeks so Adrian wasn’t with me. 🙁

Well it turns out that the baby has a new due date of February 7th and not the 19th. Gosh, I’m not ready at all. Less than a month away. How will I ever survive? I know that millions of women do it with 2 under 2 but it’s still scary! I even have a plethora of support at home since we’re living with my parents.

The doctor also informed me that the baby is not head down like she should be but is in a Transverse Lie. Which means that she is laying sideways with her head on my right side and her butt on my left.  This explains why I have been having trouble sleeping. I can’t get comfortable with the baby in a strange position. If she doesn’t flip I’ll be having a C-section. This is another thing I’m scared of! I hated the recovery part of giving birth and now I may have to recover from surgery. AGHHH! Thank God I’ll have my mom around all the time. Poor Jillian, It’s a good thing that Adrian is an amazing dad!!! I know that she’ll get the attention she deserves with him around for his 2 weeks paternity leave.

I now have my doctor’s appointments weekly so I’m hoping that next time she will be in the correct position. Keep your fingers crossed for me!